It's 2012 already. Time flies so fast and I'm about to be 20 tomorrow. Yes TOMORROW. Is there something special? hmm
like it used to, i think there will be nothing tomorrow T_T.
So, how is life going? Is everything alright? What did you guys do to celebrating new year?
That was like the intro of my post and you can answer it by yourself :p
And....
Here comes my story..
On my latest post, i told you that i got the interview call for joining IELSP. The interview held on December 9th 2011 at LBI FKUI Salemba. I drove my car, trapped on a traffic jam, and trying so hard to find a parking space for my tiny car by MY SELF. It was one of my crazy morning, when i was rushing with the time trying not to be late for my interview, and super thank God i was not late. I was successfully arrived exactly 10 minutes before my turn. Crazy, tho haha.
I was interviewed by Mrs. X (i forgot to ask her name) for 15 minutes. She asked me some questions that basically from what I've wrote on my essays. I found there's no problem answering her questions. And i thought i did it pretty well. After that i went home and keep praying until the result is being announced.
At the end of December, IIEF finally started to call those who pass the interview. I keep waiting, praying, and wishing to get that phone call. But i was unlucky. I got no phone call. Am i disappointed? yes, of course, it was hurt inside but i try to hide it. I was surprisingly amazed by myself that i could hold my tears to come out. I'm not crying at all.
This is life. Sometimes you have to go through the sadness to find the happiness. It spins like a wheel, going ups and downs, goods and bads are coming as it take turns.
I know it was very classic, like everyone already said that. And i totally agree with that statement that's why i put it here.
ps : However, I'm kinda proud to myself because i could passed those form selection. From 3000 applicants, there was just only 800 applicants that could go to the interview. I was one of them, and I'm happy. I feel like I'm cool you know hahahaha. It was one of the best experience in my life. Starting with encourage myself to wrote essays in English even though I'm not sure about my grammar and tenses, but i did it, and i passed it. Then went to the interview that using 100% English, and i did it pretty well. At least i understand what the interviewer asked and i could answered it with the appropriate words. Those are amazing for me. No doubt :D
ps : Also, I just finished my 5th semesters and my 6th semesters is coming next month. Time to prepare for it, for a better life, better love, and better live.
"God is already prepared the BEST for us. Believe that and you could live your life happily ever after!"